Okay. Well, that's not the best news I've ever heard in my academic life, but through reasoning, I decided that it was better now I practice then ever.
And so 'naturally', I started writing notes before my usual dates (ie. weekend before)- in fact, I was so pumped for it that I started writing two weeks before.
But actually, that isn't really the point that I'm trying to get across here.
The fact is: after studying for almost the whole weekend for biology, MY HEAD IS ALMOST LITERALLY SWIMMING.
I think, it's probably because my lazy-side is currently waging an all-out war with my 'hard-worker' side.
NO MORE STUDY. I'VE HAD ENOUGH--- WHY DON'T YOU JUST FOLLOW YOUR MOM'S ADVICE AND 'TAKE THINGS SLOWLY'? MY BIOLOGY EXAM IS GOING TO BE ON FRIDAY- SO I'VE GOT THE WHOLE WEEK TO LEARN THIS STUFF-- NO NEED TO PRESSURE YOURSELF. HEY, IT'S ALRIGHT, I'VE ALREADY PLANNED OUT EVERYTHING:
TODAY: CELLULAR RESPIRATION
MONDAY: PHOTOSYNTHESIS, REPRODUCTION SYSTEM AND IVF
TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY: DIGESTIVE SYSTEM, CIRCULATORY SYSTEM, RESPIRATION SYSTEM
SEE? NO BIG DEAL.... NOW GO AND BE DISTRACTED. AND ALSO, I DON'T WANT TO REPEAT EVERYTHING THAT I'VE LEARNT IN BIOLOGY IN NOTES NOW- THAT'S TOO MUCH EFFORT. I KNOW EVERYTHING- THERE'S NO NEED TO GO OVER EVERYTHING ONCE A DAY.
Practical side goes:
NO! But then WHAT ABOUT MY CHEMISTRY NOTES? I DON'T CARE IF I'LL STUDY JAPANESE THE NIGHT BEFORE, BUT WHAT ABOUT CHEMISTRY? WHAT ABOUT MATHS? I'VE GOT EXAMS FOR ALL THREE OF THEM THE WEEK STRAIGHT AFTER BIOLOGY! AND IT'S GOING TO BE MOM'S BIRTHDAY, AND I'LL NEED TO GO OUT AND EAT DINNER AT A FANCY PATSY AREA ON SATURDAY NIGHT (yay cake) SO I DON'T HAVE TIME!!! WHO ARE YOU KIDDING?! I NEED TO FINISH STUDYING BIOLOGY, SO THAT I CAN WRITE MY NOTES UP FOR CHEMISTRY DURING THE WEEK AND LEARN THEM ON THE WEEKEND! I DID SO BADLY ON THE DATA ANALYSIS THAT I NEED TO DO WELL ON THIS CHEMISTRY EXAM SO THAT MR **** WON'T BE SO DISAPPOINTED IN ME THIS TIME ROUND-- PARENT TEACHER INTERVIEWS ARE COMING UP SOON YOU KNOW, AND WHAT HAPPENS IF THIS TIME, BECAUSE I DID SO BADLY ON MY EXAMS, HE'S GOING TO BE LIKE TO MOM: "SHE'S BEEN DOING A REALLY DISAPPOINTING JOB SO FAR"....... AND THEN WHAT ABOUT MATHS!!! I NEED TO START REVISING MATHS AND ARGH! STOP! NO! MUST STUDY BUT I CAN'T!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE I ONLY LEARNED 6 PAGES OF BIOLOGY NOTES TODAY? 6!!! THAT'S NOT ENOUGH!!! BUT THEN WHAT HAPPENS IF I PRESSURE MYSELF TOO MUCH, AND THEN MY NOTES SELF-DESTRUCT IN MY BRAIN? OMG WHAT AM I GOING TO DO THEN?!
As you can see, the inner workings of my head is obviously a very exciting place to be host of.
Oh yeah. I guess I should apologise to everyone who managed to reach this far: congratulations, you've just discovered that the person you may or may not know personally is actually really insane and berserk in the head- I feel like I've just pretty much creeped everyone out now.
The ironic thing is, I originally created this blog so that I could write this type of stuff without feeling judged by the people I know, and YET I ended up telling a number of people my weebly url.