Instead, the reason why I don't want to go back to school is simply because going back will just emphasise how little I did over the holidays. Of course, this is regarding how academically productive I was.
Not only that, but by not being productive, it also makes it very difficult for me to face those who set the work down in the first place: my teachers.
-Re-watch Uta no Prince-sama (the excuse is I need something lighthearted before facing the mountain of work and stress)
-Calm down......just because you weren't productive and others were very productive doesn't mean you should freak out.
-Piano. Practice. Piano. Now.
-Calm down... no use stressing out on something that can't be undone. Why waste additional brain cells? You know you'll need all of them as soon as school starts.
-Uta no Prince-sama.
-Go listen to that soundtrack that you've been meaning to listen to.
-Don't *cough* procrastinate.... well, maybe a 'little' is okay...
So....long story short, I'm too preoccupied with my annoyance over not being productive (also indirectly at the person who was productive). That and also the need to watch Uta no Prince-sama and get my fill of Otoya and Tokiya. Though more Otoya.